A Minister’s Confession

O GOD,

I know that I often do thy work without thy power,

and sin by my dead, heartless, blind service,

my lack of inward light, love, delight,

my mind, heart, tongue moving without thy help.

I see sin in my heart in seeking the approbation of others;

This is my vileness, to make men’s opinion my rule,

whereas I should see what good I have done,

and give thee glory,

consider what sin I have committed

and mourn for that.

It is my deceit to preach, and pray,

and to stir up others’ spiritual affections

in order to beget commendations,

whereas my rule should be daily

to consider myself more vile than any man in my own eyes.

But thou dost show thy power by my frailty,

so that the more feeble I am, the more fit to be used,

for thou dost pitch a tent of grace in my weakness.

Help me to rejoice in my infirmities

and give thee praise,

to acknowledge my deficiencies before others

and not be discouraged by them,

that they may see thy glory more clearly.

Teach me that I must act by a power supernatural,

whereby I can attempt things above my strength,

and bear evils beyond my strength,

acting for Christ in all,

and have his superior power to help me.

Let me learn of Paul

whose presence was mean,

his weakness great,

his utterance contemptible,

yet thou didst account him faithful and blessed.

Lord, let me lean on thee as he did,

and find my ministry thine.

This week’s devotionals are from The Valley of Vision

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